I've adopted the philosophy that love comes when it comes andwe really don't have to do anything for it except to be ourselvesbecause we are all truly talented, beautiful, and worthy of love,and love will find us.Sometimes the idea of giving up on love is not such a bad idea,especially when it allows us to focus on what is important inour lives besides a loving relationship with a man. As we beginto shift our focus on what is meaningful, and what our lifepurpose truly is, something miraculous happens. We become aperson who shines from the inside out, which is incrediblyattractive to all people.And love will find us when it is our time, when we are shining.

Belief is a funny thing.So is gut feel.And faith.I know of a blind committment.A completely "its-there-and-thats-it" kind of moment.When bridges are burnt....and the burning is acknowledged...silently:).You're the prayer that comes by itself the moment I wake up.The gut-dazzling "YES" that comes when I see a piece of unusually beaten silver.The first offering when I break bread...its not meant to be there....this belief in you.This commitment.It was born out of a thousand "NO-this won't work"s...a hundred "why"s....and yet....I was standing in front of Khwaja's Dargah...and I couldn't ask for you. Thats belief....Or insanity?
Stay safe,bestest friend.

She's screaming from the other room...and my head is splitting.Do I move my backside and go to her or do I let the sounds peter into nothingness....tuff choices.
Cleavage,scent..sunflowers and long handled brushflowers-best-left-in-the-wilderness-but how- can-my-drawingroom-look-elegant-without-them........nothing works.Where do I get that Axe Effect?Or...even if I get it...there is a sense of caged ennui...an unleashed,but just-lurking-below-the-surface watchfulness which says"whose-going-to-ask-whom-first"?
Urgggggghhhh...like I said...my head is splitting. What I want is a shady balcony....and a cup-o-cha! Thaszit!Bliss in eggzacly 1.5 Rs.Only...where at ek baje am I going to get the dedh rupaiye ki chai?Hmmm.....lemme go listen to her.